Another First for us to get through. Matthias would have been 11 today. Today we are celebrating his day by going to his grave after school and then having a party tea. We will light a candle lantern and send it on its way tonight in memory of our gorgeous boy. Xavier is sure he will catch it!!! Days are getting harder than easier at the moment. Not a moment passes where we all at some point miss him and for Tony and I it is still surreal. All the boys have a flip photo frame with their chosen and very specific pictures of Thi. Thi was worried, on knowing he was going to die, that the boys would be ok. They are fine Thi because they talk about you ALL the time........pain is eased with talking about you and bringing you into the heart of the family......as you always were and will be.... ALWAYS and FOREVER. We love you Thisy xxxxx Posted on January 23, 2012